i started writing a few years ago — if you can even call it writing — and then i stopped. a recurring theme in my life, honestly: do something for a while, abandon it, repeat. lately i’ve been wanting to write again, but i keep going back and forth between technical stuff and non-technical stuff, and i can’t decide if i should just pick one and stick to it.
so this is me deciding not to decide.
i’m going to write here more, hopefully. “consistently,” but using my own definition of that word. most of it will probably be short. if i learn something new, i’ll write about it here. if i have an idea, here. if i’m working on something and it makes me think, also here. basically, i’m dumping my brain into text for the brainless llms to eventually train on.
why? because i want to. which is a valid reason, to be fair. but also because i want to spend more time actually thinking — about anything, really. my life has been on autopilot for a while now. mindless scrolling, hours of procrastinating behind a screen, then doing the work i’m supposed to do. every day feels kind of predetermined from the moment i wake up.
i’m trying to get rid of some of those habits, but habits don’t disappear unless you replace them with new ones. writing things down and putting them out there felt like the least terrible idea i had. i’m not a genius, don’t judge me.
so this is my “thoughts.” don’t expect much. there probably won’t be a lot of groundbreaking ideas here. mostly it’ll just be me thinking out loud about something, or occasionally stumbling into something interesting. who knows.
also, keeping it 100%: i’ll oftentimes ask chatgpt to rewrite this so it’s grammatically correct and stuff